EAT THE PAST (English Ver.) – 花譜

I can’t explain the reason why the love I had is gone
My heart has lost all feeling; I’ve been crying too long
Can’t even think no more. I can’t feel or see my skin
Lost in a world of sorrow, can’t ignore the pain
Surely someone other than me must have been to blame
It’s crazy; that I never knew it all
Could fade away

All our hopes and dreams, what did they mean？
All those things we did weren’t as they seemed.
And the past, out there, it waits for us
Teeth shining in the dark, waiting for us
All of my sorrow, all my loneliness, if they were gone
When the night dies in the dark
I’d dream of you instead of singing this song

Searching for your smile, if I knew it could be found
I wouldn’t give it up, I wouldn’t have drowned
Remembering the words you say in every conversation
The only way to cure the pain, the suffering
Now, I only focus on the reason that I’m living
I always knew that kindness wasn’t like it seemed
So, if you see me smiling every time I see you crying
At last, you’ll understand I don’t know what shame means

Melodies of a nightingale
As I tear apart my college diploma
Rising up, and to the stars they sail
Eating up the memory of the past

Call it a phase, all this rage that we’re feeling,
Got us seeing that revenge is the way
Let the adults sing
Even though the thought is so empty,
they just like the fact they’re singing
With a hollowed-out soul, with the strength of youth
And I realize that my nails are coming loose
I forgot the reason why I liked the rain or
why I liked my favorite song

Everything revolving in my heart, in my mind
Missing all the people and the times gone by
But there’s one feeling that I can’t forget
After all, I’m thinking about you

We meet up in the city, just imagine for a second
A dreamlike conversation, building each and every sentence
Would you understand me？ Just smiling and laughing
Imagine you and me, inside a screen, meeting up
Remembering the memories, regrets and all the pain
Even now, I still love you
And if I could, I would just do it all again

If I could bear to be a grown-up adult
The sadness and the bruises would just fade away
And finally, we understand the words that really matter
The tears on my face would just dry away
Do you know you spin my mind into a spiral pattern
Can’t take another day, can’t take another morning light
The thought of growing up scared me away
The thought of getting tough had me afraid

The Melody of a Nightingale
My uniform turns into a piece of trash
Rises up, and to the stars they sail
Eating up the memory of the past