Counting all the days – ティーナ・カリーナ

Once again I’m all alone
Another winter left out in the cold
It’s been so long since you’ve been gone
Still I wait here for you

Walk the streets of this lonely town
I’ll be alright I’ll make it on my own
I have no need for sympathy
from you or anybody else
Just want you to know

On the day that you left for a place far away
Said you needed to follow your dream
I struggle but I can’t let you go

I’m counting out the days you’ve been gone
I’m thinking of the things we used to do
And nothing is the same since you’ve gone
I’m thinking of you
I’m counting out the days you’ve been gone
I’m talking to myself alone in the dark
I tell myself it’s over, lying to myself
I still love you so

Don’t you ever wonder how I’m spending my days without you
Just maybe I’m seeing someone new
No time to wait, procrastinate
Just when you feel you need me, don’t look, I’ll be gone
And I just can’t accept why don’t you understand
What I’m feeling for you is real, oh why can’t you see

I’m counting out the days you’ve been gone
The thoughts inside my head spin round and round
And nothing is the same since you’ve gone
Can’t smile without you
I’m counting out the days you’ve been gone
I’ve cried a thousand tears I can’t go on
And even though it’s hopeless I can’t deny the truth
That I still love you so

I’m counting out the days you’ve been gone
And even though you’re oh so far away
I’m longing for the touch of your hand
Wishing you were here with me today
I’m feeling oh so hopeless and alone
I struggle with this pain I just can’t bear
I’m searching for a hope, someone that can take me home
But there’s nobody there

I’m counting out the days you’ve been gone
I’m thinking of the things we used to do
And nothing is the same since you’ve gone
The sleepless nights they never seem to end
I’m counting out the days you’ve been gone
This winter wind it chills me through and through
I tell myself it’s over, lying to myself
But I’m still missing you