through the blue – Mori Calliope

Wishing I could be a bit stronger
I lose a little more of me the further I wander
Why
I can’t join you up in the sky？

Summer drags a little bit longer
I figured that by now I’d grow a little bit taller
Would you be
Kinda disappointed in me？
Or would we laugh until we cry？

Like old times
Smiling
You’re asking me these questions I don’t know the answer to

Faded lines
Still writing
But the melodies stopped connecting long ago
Maybe I’m getting old

Don’t wanna fall
Out of love
I’m thinking I’m
Out of time
Been drinking on
Endless Monday mornings
Like why am I the one alive？

Out of words
I’m thinking I’m
Out of ways
To keep my head above the water
So I’m hanging on to
“I’ll be happy someday”

Someday

Someday

Someday

I’ll get through all this never ending blue

Someday

Someday

Someday

I take a few extra breaths for luck
Cross my fingers and my heart,
So I can see a little more before I give it up

Innocent beginnings only distract
Still isn’t everybody searching for a way to get back？

Wishing I could be a bit wiser
I lose a little more of you the further time flies your
Silhouette before me, can’t let it wither away
If there’s a will there is a way
You’d say

Our memories
Reminding
And inspiring all these questions I don’t know the answer to

Without a compass, I can go any place
But where I wind up at the end of the chase
Is still a mystery, could this be
The start of the end？

Another story lost to the wind？

Don’t wanna fall
Out of love
I’m thinking I’m
Out of time
Been drinking on
Endless Monday mornings
Like why am I the one alive？

Out of words
I’m thinking I’m
Out of ways
To keep my head above the water
So I’m hanging on to
“I’ll be happy someday”

Someday

Someday

Someday

I’ll get through all this never ending blue

Someday

Someday

Someday

Stumbling and falling sideways
I guess that’s me

But that’s not all I’ll ever be

And still that view I wanna see
Even now

I’ll hold onto it somehow

Everything’s a little bit unclear
If I said I think it’s over, that I’ve finally had enough here
Would you be
Kinda disappointed？